very soon

life is short. well not lengthwise anyway. life is short when you look about it in phases. there is the kiddy age, where one learns to talk, walk, play and go gaga over the opposite sex. there is the schooling age where all one did is study. there is the working age where we all slave to earn for keeps. and lastly the family age where one proceed from being a man to a father to a grandfather and so on. of course all this ages overlaps sometimes.

i am now at the end of my schooling age. pretty soon i will end up working for a good 40 years before the retirement age bounds me. sadly this past 20 years of schooling seem like a quick short affair. perhaps its make shorter since we are all in a hurry to grow up fast. sighs. i guess i should not have wish to become old quick. years seem to fly by when you are not ready for changes.

the truth is, i am a little scare over the unknown future. i have set out planning to achieve several things. each of which i hope to come true when time is due. i hope not to be overly disillusion over working life as some of my frens claims it to be. i suppose work is what you make it out to be. but i am in no position to assume that statement. yet i will stay optimistic over the process of it. after all life is all about learning and overcoming challenges.

well i am not 100% ready for this yet. but i know i will be able to handle it. i do hope when the family age comes about later, i will be ready and waiting for it.